Thursday, September 17, 2009

NEW

Yet another new chapter in my life.

Started school this past month, 15 credits - 5 classes.
Criminal Law, Constitutional Law, Sociology, Criminal Investigation, and Criminal Justice Ethics
Hmm... wonder what I want to go into?

I've been thinking about how I have never felt that my attitude towards life was good enough.  I've never been the supreme absolute bitch or tough girl, the persona I wanted all through high school (probably making me what I am today) and I have NEVER been able to be the sweet girl.  The little darling that is bubbly or pleasant, at the very least.  More like 1/3 'semi-sweet girl' and 2/3 bitch.  

I want to know why it's not okay for a woman to be tough. Tough in attitude- not wanting anything to get close enough to hurt her.  A man generally does that all day everyday yet it's socially acceptable. WTF SOCIETY- let me be my bitchy self and don't judge me for it!